Slow Progress is Still Progress

I’ve not been keeping the blog up to date as much as I expected I would when I started it. While there are several reasons behind this, the primary one is laziness. I typically find myself focused on going through my day-to-day activities (work, family, writing as much as I can when I can). It’s not really a matter of not having the time to sit down and write up a blog post – I have the time. But when I do have the time, I’m usually shagged out by the day and don’t have the mental strength to spit out an update. 

I’ll endeavor to keep the blog as updated as I can moving forward, but don’t expect to be anywhere near prolific in my posts until I manage to create more usable time for myself.

In the meantime, I’m slowly making progress on my projects and expect them both to be finished… When they’re done. I’m not under any deadline, so I don’t want to put any artificial pressure upon myself to get them wrapped up before they’re ready. The only pressure I’m putting myself under is to bear in mind, with each word I get down, that first drafts don’t have to be complete shit, but they don’t have to be completely polished either. Get it down, then go back and do the fun work.

A Brief Update

In my work as an IT project manager, I’m often asking team members for a “brief update.” I usually get more than I want or need, when all I’m after is the elevator speech. I ‘m always glad for the extra information, but some times it’s nice to just get a, “I’m on it and I’ll be done by the end of the day” sort of response.

So, I thought today I might give a brief update, since I haven’t posted much lately and I’ve had a lot going on. Here we go…

I have had a few pieces appear as part of the “If Music Be The Food” flash fiction event on Jack Wallen’s web site. I’ve had the privilege of having my words appear along side some really fantastic flash fiction by some very talented writers and I hope to have more work appear there as the experiment continues. If you haven’t had a chance to see any of it, here are my links: “Ossuary“, “The Cleansing“, and “Sunday Evening in New River Valley“.

I’m still working on establishing a daily work habit of writing, but my day job and family commitments make that difficult some times. I’m not mad about it, though – I just wish there were more hours in the day. In the meantime, I steal time as it comes up (lunch hours, and such).

I’ve managed to get out to a couple of movies: “Alien: Covenant” and “Wonder Woman”. I won’t spoil anything here, but will say that “Covenant” was really disappointing and “Wonder Woman” was really, really great. It easily rounds out my top three favorite super hero origin stories – #1 is “Doctor Strange” (I’m biased, though, as I read a lot of D.S. when I was a kid); #2 is the first “Iron Man”.

I also recently cut cable television out of my life and I’m not looking back. An HD antenna, Apple TV, Roku, Netflix and Hulu will do just fine.

As for reading, I’m rarely into only one book at a time. Right now my time is split between”Giant of the Senate” by Al Franken, “A Darker Shade of Magic” by V.E. Schwab, and “To Each Their Darkness” by Gary Braunbeck.

Well, there it is. That’s about all I have for an update right now. Now to get back to work and get words on the page!

Another Flash 

I was recently invited to participate in a sort of flash fiction project. A friend and author, Jack Wallen, asked a few writers to listen to a song and then write a flash piece inspired by the music. No rules, per se, just go where the music takes you.
Several writers have been included in the project and I can’t wait to see what they come up with for the second round. 

My second contribution is here: The Cleansing
Thanks to Jack for including me in on the fun!

This is a Journey into Sound

I was recently invited to participate in a sort of flash fiction experiment. A friend and author, Jack Wallen, asked a few writers to listen to a song and then write a flash piece inspired by the music. No rules, per se, just go where the music takes you.

Several writers have been included in the experiment and, for the first round so far, include: Jay WilburnChad ClarkJaime JohneseeLeigh M. Lane, a close friend Todd Skaggs, and Jack Wallen himself. 

There will be other songs in the coming weeks and I’m really looking forward to seeing what comes next.

My own contribution is here: Ossuary

Thanks to Jack for including me in on the fun!

WIP It. WIP It Good!

I currently have two projects that are keeping me busy. One is a stand-alone novel and the other is one that may very well become a series if I play it just right (we’ll see). One is more along the lines of a dark urban fantasy (leaning to YA), while the other is a not-so-bright future vampire tale. I know, I know… but come on – we all have at least one vampire story in us. It’s a challenge to keep both going at the same time, but I want to get both stories out while my brain has the momentum to make it happen.

Now there’s a third novel that’s been kicking around in my head for quite a long time. It’s not scary, nor is it magical or even dark. It’s small love story built around a broken family. I’ve recently started to draft a simple outline in a small pocket notebook – nothing fancy, just a few notes on the bigger plot points and such.

My goal isn’t to have three works in process, but rather to ensure that I always have something in process. I don’t want to finish one project and not already have a start (or at least a damn good idea of where to begin) on the next one.

As cheesy as it sounds, the old adage “writers write” is really something I take to heart. If I’m not working on something, then I cease to feel like a writer – like someone who is contributing to the community of inky cohorts that I so dearly love. I start to feel as though something is missing. I lose sleep (really, I do). Why? Because I need to write. Sure, I want to write, but I’m talking about a genuine need that feels like an itch that can only be scratched if I have pen in hand or fingers on keys.

What are YOU working on? How many WIPs do you have going at any given time? How do you feel when you aren’t actively working on a project?

Busy, Busy, Busy!

It has been a crazy week since my last post here. Okay, that’s not necessarily accurate. It has been a hectic week, with both food and bad moments scattered throughout. 

Work has been quite busy (not complaint, just reporting), and I’ve been wrestling with my current WIP. It has taken a direction that I didn’t originally expect and I’m not super happy with it. One of my other planned projects is also starting to call my name and take up more brain cycles. That energy and excitement you get about a new project idea is great and all, but when you’re also dealing with another, yet unfinished work, it can be frustrating.

I’ve also been sleeping like hell thanks to this one:


She’s beautiful, but also pure evil. And when I say that, I don’t mean she’s evil in a “oh, she’s precocious and occasionally gets a bit wild” kind of way. She’s evil in a “its like she embodies every villain David Warner has ever played” kind of way.

So, not much to report this week, friendo. But, I’ll keep working if you do, too. Until next time.

The Power of Quiet

I recently wrote an article for a project management publication on the topic of asking questions. I won’t bore you with the details, but the point of the article was to be the noisy one – ask questions all the time and strive to be as interactive as possible with your teammates.

Today I’d like to focus on just the opposite: being quiet. Ironic, since I’m sitting in the corner of a very busy Panera Bread Company store with Erasure’s “Phantom Bride” blasting in my earbuds.

Anyway, what I want to talk about today is the act of being quiet. The act of taking a moment and focusing inward. I’m not talking about finding your chi or staring at your navel and contemplating the universe. Nope, today I’m talking about meditation. You may have heard of it. It’s all the rage with the hipsters.

Okay, I made that part up. I’m most definitely not a hipster. I’m not plugged in to hipster culture, and I can’t claim to be a spokesperson for the movement. Besides, I’m about 35 years too late to the skinny jeans party and my beard, when I do bother to try, is egregiously inglorious. But I digress.

Meditation, in my humble opinion (see, a hipster would have said “IMHO”), is one of the most badass things I’ve ever learned how to do. People who know my personal history with growing up in a non-religious house (because my parents were too busy diving for rings in the deep end of the pyramid-power new-age pool) will tell you that I very purposefully avoid things that have a specific spiritual, or otherwise faith-based, framework. I am a humanist and skeptic through and through. That notwithstanding, I did complete a course in Transcendental Meditation (TM) many years ago. I was desperate for tools to pull me out of a persistent depression, and TM was recommended by my then therapist. I needed something that was going to help me reduce stress, big time.

TM gave me the opportunity to commit myself to a daily practice of meditation. I found it to be quite relaxing, and it certainly went a long way to keep me away from getting into a cycle of depression medication. There’s a catch with TM, though. You can do all the research yourself (there’s a ton of stuff online about TM, both pro and con), and I won’t try to repeat it here. However, practitioners of TM are working to connect to a global/universal consciousness. I didn’t know this going in, but after learning the mechanics of the meditative act, I didn’t really need to focus on any of the other stuff. It’s not a religion, but it certainly has a spiritual vibe about it that is difficult, if not impossible, to avoid.

There’s also the fact that the TM class cost an embarrassingly high amount of money and takes four sessions (a couple of hours or so each) to learn. I want to be very, very clear here: I don’t want to bag on TM, nor do I want to come down on people who practice it and get value out of it.

I stuck with my practice of TM pretty steady for the first five years or so after I learned the technique. Twenty minutes, twice per day. I let my practice slip after a while and eventually found myself living meditation-free. This allowed my depression to return in all of its glory.

Early on in 2016 I decided I needed to do something about it and figured I would get back into meditation, but wanted something other than TM. I hadn’t forgotten how to practice TM (the technique is deceptively simple and I’ll never forget the how’s and what-for’s of it). I started to look around online for local meditation instructors and kept seeing references to “mindfulness”. What I found was that the act of mindfulness meditation (MM) was a well studied area and had demonstrable positive results. Of course, the TM organization has studies that show its efficacy, but those studies are a bit specious if you ask me. Both styles offer stress reduction, there’s no doubt in my mind of that. But, I have yet to see a genuine independent study on the effects of TM that validates its claims.

I discovered a couple of great books on MM (referenced below) and began to study and practice. As a result I have been able to significantly reduce my stress levels and have been able to stave off the beast of depression that has beleaguered me for as long as I can remember. It’s still there, of course, huddled in the dark recesses of my brain, occasionally getting the better of me and reminding me that it is still strong and needs to be fed from time to time (ala the Babadook). Nevertheless, mindfulness meditation has proven, in my experience, to be more effective than Transcendental Meditation. Plus, you can learn how to practice MM in about 2 minutes. Cost? Free (unless you get picky and want to count the cost of your Internet access to YouTube). Bonus: if you’re a bonafide, card carrying, humanist skeptic like me, you’ll appreciate the fact that mindfulness meditation is not associated with any religious, or otherwise spiritual, dogma. Galactic consciousness-free, baby!

So why tell you all of this? Well, if you’re a writer (or otherwise a creator of stuff), there is a high probability that you deal with some level of FED (frustration, exhaustion, and depression). I know I do. Practicing meditation can help you deal with this phenomena.

I try meditate two to three times per day (depending upon my work/personal schedule) and usually only for five to ten minutes at a time. However, I will go a full 20 minutes if I can (it’s kindof like a power nap, only better). Quiet your mind. Quiet your body. You’ll be better for it.

I highly recommend meditation to ANYONE who needs a way to deal with day-to-day stress (i.e. everyone). Here are some links that might interest you:

  1. If you’re into exploring Transcendental Meditation, then check out the official TM organization at  https://www.tm.org/
  2. For a really entertaining journey to discovering the power of mindfulness meditation, read Dan Harris’ “10% Happier“.
  3. For a really good book that gets you schooled up on how to practice mindfulness that also comes with an audio CD, check out Sharon Salzberg’s “Real Happiness: The Power of Meditation: A 28-Day Program
  4. Both Dan Harris and Sharon Salzberg have some entertaining and informative videos on YouTube. Start with this one and do your own homework afterwards: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6T02g5hnT